Sometimes you have to have it OUT. All of it. GONE.
You feel bad- things are always easy when you have a pattern set. But somewhere someones gotta give!And when you're It.. you know you have to press Shift+Del- no recycle bin!
My very wise friend did it- I bet she suffered- but then I also bet somewhere it helped her move on. I thought she might have taken 1 step too extreme but she didn't. You need to be extreme at times- there is just no other way. Give it a shot- but you know deep within that it won't work and complete, clinical termination is the only solution.
There is the school that says its best to jump right into the deep end- you learn to float best when you've lost your footing. I think that school of thought might just be worth a shot.
It clearly doesn't work to give yourself chances you know wont lead you anywhere- or cut the other guy any slack- he's not getting anywhere either. You wait and wait and then wait some more- hoping against hope he notices you're worth it... that you are valuable and should not be given up. But he doesn't- and he won't.
Sometimes you give so much, you have nothing left for yourself-THAT'S when you press those 2 buttons together- Shift+Del
Surviving is the only way to ensure you get another shot at things.
Format and start afresh!
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